Figuring out what you want and then trying to make it happen (day after day, year after year) is hard work. Maybe it’s supposed to be a lot simpler and less exhausting than that.
Father, I am tired from ‘my will be done.’ I want to rest for a while in ‘Thy will be done.’ From Matthew 6:10
“[R]est in God is . . . the true bliss of the creature." Andrew Murray