When you really want what God really wants for you, you can rest easy. Getting there is only a matter of time.
“A man with a skin disease came to Him and implored Him, kneeling and saying, ‘If You want to, You can make me clean.’ Deeply moved, He . . . said, ‘I want to.’” Mark 1:40-41
“Create in me a clean heart. . . .” Psalm 51:10